One Week

I'm so happy right now I'm jittery. I would and will explain it more fully after I quickly describe yesterday and earlier today. Actually, I should breifly summerize my birthday party as well. Hell, I have time and I just want to create a little suspense for my what? One reader? If that. Seriously--if you read my journal, please, please comment, even if it is "How's up?" Don't ask.

On Friday--not yesterday but the week before--I invited numerous people over for a party. My birthday party, but I didn't really treat it like that. Everone came over at like the same time, so I don't know who came first or last. I think Alex beat Kyra over by like a minute. Yeah, 'cause I was still straightening out my room. Right after Kyra was Emily.

As anyone who knows us could have guessed, 95% of the jokes were very perverted. Kyra started up an "I like Pirates. I like Pirates when they swordfight. I like Legos. I like when Legos connect." Face Legos, not . . . the other Legos. I won't go there.

Anyway, we were playing hide-and-seek at one point. We played it correctly for a long time actually, but then Alex and I hid together. Em and Kyra got it into their minds that they should ditch us, and we didn't come upstairs to pummel them until a quarter of an hour. So they claim. I could neither confirm or disprove that.

Later, when Alyssa and Kimmy came and Alex left, I agreed to play truth or dare so they could question me. I was not falling alone, and I was happy when they readily agreed. Their first or second question (since I agreed I would select truth until they were done with me) was if there was Lego connection. When I answered no they were severly bummed. Later they asked if I had ever kissed a boy--no. Then if I had ever been kissed--not on the lips. Cheek, ja.

We stayed up doing random things until around six, when it was just getting bright. We slept for about three hours. Before Alyssa and Kimmy left, they made sure to put some makeup on my face, since Alex and I were going to see Where the Wild Things Are. Emily stayed with me until Alex came to pick me up.

The movie was okay, but a definite child's movie. We wanted to stay and watch Cirque Du Freak, but my dad said I should probably come home. I dunno if anyone noticed, but I freaking love that book series.

Yesterday Friday. I woke up, glad it was finally Friday. Sure, I had a stupid timed writing in English, but everything else was fine. In German we learned a couple new, serious vocab words, but the rest of the hour was learning Halloween vocabulary. English just plain sucked, as always. In science we had a test, but it was fiarly easy and we got the rest of the hour to ourselves. Algebra was just review for a test on Monday. Ooh. SO that menas I'll have lunch with Alex. Uh . . . then in Anatomy we pretty much did nothing. Two genuia pigs had about eight minutes of second-hand smoke, but we also watched bits and pieces of Princess Bride. Great movie, great movie.

When I got home I did a pretty good job of ignoring Joe. I tried (unsuccessfully) finding a German penpal, as I had been for the past week. I think I even contacted a twenty-one year-old guy named Sven! Actually, today a fourteen year-old girl, Nicki, got through to me. I have yet to reply. Also, Viruses and I got stuck in our Justice League role play. Hawkgirl is playing babysitter over us, talking to Bats in the control center. GL switched temporarily (hopefully) to the dark side, along with Flash. Flash is in J'onn's custody right now, thought, unlike GL. Superman's (assumed to be) in deep space and Wonderwoman's executing a job on Earth. Now we're stuck.

Now I can go on to today, even though today will end within the next minute. *waits* Now it's tomorrow. Happy November, y'all!

I woke up around nine (I'm sensing a pattern) and dilly-dallied for a while. In that time I took a shower, swept the kitchen, vaccuumed my room (especially my window) and got dressed. I got into my frog pants, of course. Around one-ish my mom and I went to Meijers and the library, coming back home at like two. I started making ham rolls with pickels. Four-ish we ate, went trick-or-treating at quarter to six. In the beginning I walked around with Ben and half of the peoples thought I was his mother. After a while I hooked up with Emily and gang, even though half of the houses they hit I already did.

when we got home I had to wait. Dana and Eric gave me a German-English dictionary (YAY!) for my birthday, and in exchange I gave them half of my candy. Finally eight came around and Alex came.

Ya know, I'll just skip ahead. Alex and I have a habit of going into my room in the dark and . . . hanging out. We pretty much just make ourselves comfortable. Um. Today, no, uh . . . a little before he left we were just laying down next to each other. It was dark. For a while. . . . This is just weird. For a while he sort of . . . okay. Interlude. My cousins just walked into my room, and even thought they can't read it sort of feels weird to write about . . . anything this personal in front of them. But now they've got to go bye-bye. I'm writing this journal in a notebook before I post it, by the way.

Anyway, for a while Alex just sort of felt around my face like a blind man would. It like really made me feel jittery and . . . I dunno. But ever since my party I really have wanted to kiss him. Seeing as I've never kissed a guy before I didn't really know what to expect. Anyway, it was dark and we couldn't see. He leaned over a couple times and methinks he wanted to kiss me kiss me, but I couldn't really tell. the third time (whoa, jitters through me body) he actually kissed my lips. I dunno exactly what nelse to say. Es war Romantisch und . . . der Kuss hat sehr gut gespürt. Please excuse my German if it is incorrect. Alliteration! But . . . yeah. First kiss and all, with I guy I feel comfortable, yet uncomfortable around all at the same time. I've never actually felt this way before and . . . I just don't know how to describe it. I just sort of wish I knew how he felt. . . . Anyone to guide me into clarification would be nice.

I think I'll just leave it at that. Yup. I'm good. I'm done. First kiss on Halloween. How easy will that be to remember? Toodle-loo. Until next time, Kifu out.