Schmid.

I should be doing my German that was supposed to be due at the end of the class today, but I really, really don't feel like it. Only the second week into the last trimester of my junior year, and I'm pissed off at my teacher.

Mattner and Konnet, two teachers I couldn't stand, either, I only had for one trimester each. I've had to pass by them in the hallways, but I've never had to deal with them again. Schmid, who's now on my small list of teachers I have something personal against, I'm forced to have twice. Granted, it could be worse, and I could have her all year long, but I hate that I have to go back to German class hating it already.

Because of her. I love German. Normally my favorite class. But Schmid makes it unbearable. I dread going to school. Yeah, I don't like any of my classes this trimester, but they would be alright if I didn't have Schmid.

Although she's not the only reason, she is one of the reasons I'm in a really pissy mood now. I'm never going to get her stupid German projects done until a week after they're due, just like last trimester, and she's just going to be on my mind the whole fricken' time because it's not finished. I'm pretty sure procrastinating isn't supposed to be so angering. Frustrating. I want her gone! GONE!

I don't want to even see her anymore. I just ... I wanted to drop out of German today. Even though I know that I can't. I signed up for German IV, German's supposed to be my favorite class. But most of all, the counselors announced that they wouldn't let anyone switch classes anymore.

What makes this worse, besides the fact that she's ruining something that's supposed to be fun and easy, making it into the worst part of the day, is that this class isn't technically even required. What drove me with Comp&Lit and American Studies was that I needed the credit to graduate. Well, I probably would have failed the American Studies class if it wasn't combined with the English course, too. Actually, I'm certain I would have.

Now, with German, I already don't want to do anything. I've never even thought about not doing something in German before. Although, that was with Frau Z.

I don't know what I'll do if she does retire next year. I'm certain that I'm dropping out of German if I even see Schmid on my schedule. Probably won't even go to the class to say hi. Why the hell would I?

I want to go to the principle and get rid of her. No one likes her. I thought that people were exaggerating before, that it was just a personal thing. Not really. It's quite easy to have something against her when she thinks that she's such a great teacher, that she's teaching us so much, that a project every day is a great thing, that doesn't shut the f up and makes German such an unpopular language in our school. Then she gives out these self-critiques at the end of the week.

Did you participate in class? Oh yes, I tried. I really did. I offered suggestions for answers. I spoke auf Deutsch, I tried to pay attention when Schmid angered me. I DID! *shakes head* She didn't listen to a single word I said. Not one. Sometimes I was the only one who offered an answer. I was ignored.

You can imagine how surprised I was to find her playing the Wise Guys in the beginning of class after trying to tell her how awesome the band was for six months. Instead she played her crap most of the time, making half of us wince as we walked into the room.

I'm sick of her.

I want to wave her away.

And I think I'm going to do something about it now. No more should have to suffer and drop out of third year German, like Kyra.

*sighs*

I was going to make this journal about more, but I see no point in it. I just ranted about Schmid, teared up at a couple points, and decided that I really won't be doing what I'm supposed to be doing.

Screw her project.

It can go die.

Wished I would have said something when she yelled at me in class today.

Gave up already, so I was doing something else. And I get yelled at. Everyone else can do whatever the hell they want. Whatever. I don't care anymore.

SONG OF THE DAY: Breed ~ OTEP