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Early yesterday feels like a memory from a week ago. It just doesn't feel like yesterday, even if it wasn't dream-like.

In Calculus, I got back my homework that explained why I used Chemistry homework numbers, and just as I suspected he didn't care and gave me a three out of five. I'm getting sick of this type of thing happening--that no matter how hard I try, I just can't get anything done correctly. Effort now seems equal to nothing anymore. The only thing that matters is if we're right.

I got screwed in German for trying to be sociable in an acceptable sociable time. We were supposed to be working on our posters, too, but since I didn't have time to do the research, I couldn't work on it. Got yelled at again by Schmid. And when I say I can't stand these teachers, I mean that I can't stand them as people, either. They're not the type of people, because they're teachers, that I can deal with as I normally would people who irk me to grr. I can't . . . talk to them about it or anything. Talk kind of being a euphemism.

The only thing we did in English was read essays using process analysis. I was supposed to leave five minutes early so that I could catch the bus for a field hockey game in Regina, but I was following Sam's lead and we didn't leave until passing time.

In ten minutes I was able to get my stuff from my locker, more or less get dressed and run barefoot across the school to where our mini-bus was waiting. It was stupid only bringing my cleats and high heeled "shoes." I did get to be barefoot a lot, though.

Regina was so close to Redford, it's not even funny. I couldn't believe it, going by everything I knew and it was so weird. I didn't miss the place, though, just all of the people. But still, so close to my childhood.

Varsity lost against Regina, which is kind of sad. Regina has some tough players, but Dexter's still better. And it was Dexter's first divisional loss. It might hurt us a lot in the end. JV did a little better than Varsity, tying them. I wasn't so into the game, though, even though I played the whole time.

Sarah and Leah both didn't have rides, and I offered Sarah a ride (both because I didn't know Leah needed a ride until Sarah asked her and because I like Sarah), but she somehow found another one. Leah also got a ride, so my help wasn't needed. Joy.

On the way home, Dad went straight through Redford on Beech Daly, and it was a complete ride down memory lane. I saw William's house, couldn't see Maddy's and . . . I'm glad I'm out of that place.

Once home I stripped off my field hockey things and took a shower and then set to work on my Calc homework. I spent over an hour on it, almost an hour and a half. I decided to do it upstairs, just because i didn't want to be in my room, for once. At quarter after ten, I gave up on it, frustrated to tears, and then went to bed. Mom baked brownies for me for Caitlin and I didn't come close to visiting my German. Again. Yay. -_-

I gave Caitlin her brownies this morning and she was so happy. I had forgotten (didn't have time) for the game, but I made up for it.

I just don't want to write anymore. Good thing I don't have much more to write.

SONG OF THE DAY: Numb ~ Linkin Park